lol...glad mama's still got it. you're such a dork! :)

[MaddieCarter]

evil martinis

just because I could never imagine you saying the real "l" word, I swear I thought you meant lesbian hahahahaha. Than I say it said love. Wishful thinking maybe? =D

jk. Have a good one.

i'm in school too however my courses are kicking my butt already

vampire books...never could read them right before bed

i'm jealous..i want you life..lol..just kidding, but b/c i am now old, and married with a bunch of kids and can't have the fun you have i love reading your diary..it brings back good memories..

 You are not a very good girlfriend...

Falmouth (my old stomping ground) is a fun town.  Be sure to check out Woods Hole.

-JD

Girl, you get around, don't you (meaning Cape Cod).

I am really excited to hear your thoughts on Summer Sisters. I'll let you know what I think. It's on my list.

Oh wow...that sounds like one hell of a night. 

Damn, the last thing I needed was to read something like that...I'm intending to behave myself tonight but now, I don't know.

Am I nuts, but this doesn't seem so bad to me?

I have a food journal. It's kind of weird to see everything I eat all day written out. Isn't it?

Ugh, I've been doing soooo bad too, I'm glad I'm not the only one.  Last Saturday I drank 12 beers, ate pizza rolls and Cheetos.  Last night I drank beer again (nowhere near 12, but still) and ate homemade french fries.  Last time I worked out was a week ago too, I don't know what's going on with me.  It's time to get motivated again, for both of us I guess.  Luckily I haven't gained more than 1 or 2 pounds, I have no idea why not, I've been going crazy!

Okay, you are completely right, one baby shower per mother for first baby only. Rid yourself of all guilt.

Do you remember the Sex and the City episode where her horrible friend has a baby shower (not her first) and Carrie brings her a gift and loses her shoes? Her friend has some gay policy that all shoes must be removed upon entrance and Carrie, "But this is an outfit!" hehe, finds her shoes MIA upon exiting. Anyway, Carrie has had it and recalls all of the bullsh*t gifts she bought for this girl, engagement, wedding, baby, blah blah.

I have a friend like that. I use the term friend losely. She's called me up and cried and cried about her horrible husband and then in her About Me on Myspace writes, "I am married to my dream man." Um, you are?? WTF. Then they live happily ever after and I am left to hate him alone.

I've never heard of Miami Cape Cod??

"a frozen moment when everyone sees what is on the end of every fork."

That is the only quote I know from Naked Lunch. It might not even be in the book, it might be about the book.

Want to hear how you like it. I've never read it.

Thank you for your confidence in my ability to handle these things.....

Perhaps you should have reviewed this fellow's portfolio beforehand. But even he cannot disguise what you are, entirely.

You have a killer body.  I love your curves, now I remember why I think girls shouldn't be skin n bone. 

Is it just me, or is that tattoo off center?

Ah coke.  The rich man's crack.  I still remember my coke days.  Fun times but the hangovers were a bitch.

You're coming to the Cape eh?  What town are you staying in?  I'll tell them to double their booze supply.

What do you order in the way of sushi? I am juuuuust warming up to it, so I play it safe with shrimp tempura rolls, California and Philadelphia rolls.

I love that whatever I get into over in my diary, you are all over it already. lol. Like Arrested Development, David Sedaris, now Weeds. You have great taste ;-)

I read this yesterday but didn't leave my mark. You look fab as always.

Olivia is a great name but I won't jack it, okay? B is pushing hard for Olive actually. I haven't been entirely pursuaded.

not that i don't adore the pics...but where's the one of the boyfriend? have we seen him yet?

and i know what you mean about lost, i started renting it about a year ago and cant stop watching the stupid show. it's addicting and it only gets worse!

Cape cod is nice. I went there for Lenny's and I's first year anniversary. We ende dup staying in Rhode Island, but still went to cape cod for a visit. It's very girly type cool things. A lot of little shopping places where you can buy a ton of nifty stuff. I think you'll enjoy it a lot. Judging by your style, I think cape cod has your name writting on it lol.

Have fun!

Boo, all my favorites are writing entries about how much they are exercising. I, on the other hand, fail at life. I have THOUGHT about it every day, i am just SO unmotivated, and SO tired!

P.S. that coffee can't be that bad for you. Dunkin' Donuts and Starbucks all advertise that if you order your coffee with skim milk, sugar substitute, or sugar free syrup, that the small-ish size is under 100 calories!

Exercise huh? I wish I coudl be more motivated to do something, unfortunately I'm not. I'm doing ok though. How was the movie? I want to see it, but I think it will be something I wait for to come out on DVD. It's not that easy to get to the movies with a baby, so when I do go they have to be something I must see. Wish I was going on vacation too. Your doing alot of traveling! Are you feeling wordly?

dumpster diva...nice.

well i'm with reeny, as long as it's what you want...and congrats on the apartment and having it to yourself (at least for awhile)

Sounds effective to me...as long as "making up" is really what you want to do.

My brother says there are two kinds of people in this world: vampire people and zombie people. I guess you know which one you are

Hey, what about hiding the condom wrapper???

Sounds awesome!

Modern architecture is sooo bad. Look for my book, Ugliest Houses in South Jersey. Coming soon.

I've always wanted a bear claw tub...I love those things!

ok The Libra in me understands, but wants to know if you are getting any new shoes.  That still cheers me up!

My Twenties?.......Drank until I was 33...Smoked (NIcotine) till I waS 34.

LIved to tell about it.....wrote about it...Novel....poems...diaries.....This is an accomplishment, to some degree. Keeping up with this on line journal.

Anyway ...big kiss...you're right where you are supposed to be!

You could reinvent yourself a million times , if you want to! But you know that!

Too funny, I hooked up w/the Indian(prior to reading ur comment)
yup he tried the samething!

We dont talk any longer btw, not because of that..other reasons, still funny

that was uncomfortable to read, i can't imagine it actually happening! Uh--what he did was CREEPY. to read your journal was bad enough but to then vandalize it by writing in it? It's as if he thinks that everything that is yours is his which could not be further from the truth. It's not your problem--it's his. he's too wrapped up in you to be good for you. you need someone who is more independant (like you) and won't make you clausterphobic everytime he sees you...

Creepy.

Not cool!!

I understand your weirdness. And I don't think you're the problem!

i want more pics. you know you took more, quit holding out!

well i hope you had fun, i can't wait to make it there someday

sweet im going there next friday.
did u see the naked cowboy?!

You def. need to go wild for your 25th!! Quarter of a century deserves a massive celebration.

Nice fantasy for the women working there I guess.

E has a possibility of getting out this December.  If not then, next year sometime.  Either way, not too much longer.  Now that it's been nearly a year, I'm sure I'll be ok to wait.

As far as the working out, hell yeah I've noticed a difference.  When we first talked about it, I wasn't getting much results, but since then I've lost almost 30 lbs.  My butt looks good (still big, but hey, I like it that way), my legs look good...I can see a lot of changes.  It's very motivating!  Ya know those pics of E and M I posted the other day?  Those are from January, and when I look at the new pics I just got of me and E from a couple of weeks ago, I see see a change.  Maybe I'll post some of them soon too!

yep that will be a mental image forever burned into my memory. :) masturbating earthquakes.  sounds like you and jeff are doing well and i'm seriously jealous over the crazy sex--i think i'm a prude or something.

Angel, that is an interesting association - Masturbation and earthquakes... 

Not often that we have the quakes in our area...  We actually had an aftershock around 10:00 a.m.  Did you feel that one?

Take care.

I HATE it when they don't finish...regardless how rational the reason may be, I can't stand it.  It will bother me for days.

[SleeplessInABQ]

OMG! I just LOVE reading your entries!!!! You crack me up!

I need to be enjoying some of that crazy sex you have been getting lots of!!!! dang it girl!

Did anything fall off the walls or break in your place??

[Blewmoon]

this made me laugh
: )

LOL

an AHA moment (i watch too much Oprah)

Wow. What you need is a roach motel, but for mice.

Mice motel.

Awwww poor Walter.  Not that I'd want to live with him either, but still, I know I'd feel bad for killing him too.

lol...oh my god you crack me up. Made out with a guy and then ran back to jeff. Good lord woman i'm at work and i about spit out my drink when i read that.

Anyways, isn't it weird how you get attached to convenience? It's not love, but it'll work sort of thing. Anyways, i hope you are still thinking of leaving for awhile, i think it would be good for You.

Seems to me you are not invested much at all. These things always hit us in the gut when they happen, but your description of both how you reacted when he was talking at you (not to you), your analysis of his explanations, and the last interesting paragraph show me that he is a take it or leave it kind of uy for you. You enjoy it, ut it isn't going to last.

Your choice. End it now, or later. If you know he is dong this sort of thing, you may want to end it sooner. If you begin to feel you are using him, I hope you will too. Seems like he is the user here, though, to a larger extent, anyway.

I am glad I made the members list! I really only read your diary, and don't even keep mine up to date as my life is way too bland.  I used to read Evision but she went private and didn't give me access. I don't comment much as really its your life, and I am just a spectator. 

Keep up the great stories!

[JJMorrocco]

If someone I knew was reading my diary I would have to delete it. It would defeat the whole purpose. I have other outlets that are public and not anonymous. I need this little space just for me and strangers who don't judge me. Or at least pretend not to.

He ain't told me? Eek. Like nails on a blackboard.

It sounds to me like your mind is pretty much made up.  I would love to just be able to pick and go, sounds exciting.  And Hawaii?  How could you really go wrong?

So, I take it Jeff isn't something that would really hold you back?